Wednesday, May 16, 2007

ENOUGH ALREADY

For all of you who have been bugging me about the no comments and have sent me e-mails with your comments and who have questioned my very faith and walk ... ENOUGH ALREADY. I know that last post was bitter and angry and full of hurt. I obviously don't mean I am really going to stop caring. I couldn't anymore stop caring about people I love than I could stop breathing, even when they do hurt me. So ENOUGH ALREADY.

Seriously, though, I do appreciate those of you who were surprised by my bad attitude and anger the other night. I seem to keep revisiting the feelings I talked about the other night more and more as I get older. Is God trying to teach me something or is Satan trying to convince me to give up on people?

I mentioned wanting to blog about the past revisiting us. I can't. I have a family-ordered injunction keeping me from talking about it, because it isn't my business. The situation will effect me husband, my children and I for a long time, but it's not my business. So silent I am. Maybe not being able to talk about it will get my mind off it so I can talk about other things. I'm also kind of sick of talking about our church. So ... the next post will be a surprise!!!

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